What do you want...to know? Do you know? Can you know? No. You can't. No. You can't know. Can't you know? No. What do you want? To "No"? Can you "No"? Yes. You can't "Yes," So you "No." Can't you "No"? Know. What do you want? To know? Can you know? No. You can't know; … Continue reading What do you want…
I heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord. But, You don't really care for music, do Ya? Well it goes like this: the fourth, the fifth, The minor fall and the major lift, The baffled king composing "Hallelujah." "Well your faith was strong but you needed proof. You … Continue reading But, I don’t even know Your name?
It is so easy to see dysfunction between you and me. We must free up these tired souls before the sadness kills us both. I've tried and tried to let you know I love you. But, I'm letting go. It may not last, but I don't know. I just don't know. If you don't know, … Continue reading The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Watching terrible TV; it kills all thought. Getting spacier than an astronaut. Making out with people I hardly know or like. I can't believe what I do late at night. I wanna know what it's like on the inside of love. I'm standing at the gates. I see the beauty above. Only when we get … Continue reading I can’t find my way in…I try again and again
Before I post the lyrics and my thoughts on the song for today, please don't forget my friend Rob and his family! I want to make sure I can give them a decent gift before he moves to Colorado to be with his family. He's been missing them a ton, and I want to give … Continue reading Morning will come, and I’ll do what’s right
Slip inside the eye of your mind. Don't you know you might find A better place to play? You said that you'd never been, But all the things that you've seen Will slowly fade away. So I'll start a revolution from my bed, 'Cause you said the brains I had went to my head. Step … Continue reading I’ll start a revolution from my bed
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed. When you get what you want, but not what you need. When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep. [You're] stuck in reverse. And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can’t replace. When you love someone, but it goes to waste, Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home, And ignite your bones. And I will try to fix you. And high up above or down below … Continue reading Light will guide you Home
Before I post the lyrics to the song for today, I'd like to remind you about my PayPal Pool, "Love Through Money." The current $5000 goal is for a friend of mine! I'd really love to give him and his family as big a gift as God will allow. Please consider helping this man and … Continue reading Stuck in Reverse
Hello everyone! I have a prayer/donation request for all of my friends, family, and followers. A friend of mine is trying to move across the country, and he and his family are having difficulty getting some of the money together to make the transition. By "coincidence" (I don't really believe in those anymore), they need … Continue reading Prayer Request
Regrets collect like old friends; here to relive your darkest moments. I can see no way. I can see no way, and all of the ghouls come out to play. And, every demon wants his pound of flesh, but I like to keep some things to myself. I'd like to keep my issues drawn. It's … Continue reading Looking for heaven, found a devil in me
"A single thread in a tapestry, though its color brightly shine, can never see its purpose in the pattern of the Grand Design. "And the stone that sits on the very top of the mountains mighty face, Does it think its more important than the stones that form the base? "So how can you see … Continue reading “Look at your life through Heaven’s eyes.”
I feel like I'm having to come to a lot of "realizations" lately about the "real world" we all "live" in. I've come to realize that I see the world as it really is. I have no internal visualization to fuck with my visual memory and mess with what I remember as fact. I remember … Continue reading Autism isn’t a superpower.
What will people think when they hear that I'm a "Jesus" freak? What will people do when they find out it's true? Separated. I cut myself clean from a past that comes back in my darkest of dreams. Been apprehended by a spiritual force and a grace that replaced all the me I've divorced. I … Continue reading What would people think when they hear that I’m a “Jesus” freak?
I was watching a TED talk of one of my mentors, Temple Grandin, and she gave me the best idea ever. "Now, I wanna emphasize that not every autistic kid's gonna be a visual thinker...The thing is, the visual thinker is just one kind of mind. You see, the autistic mind tends to be a specialist … Continue reading A New Project: “Aphantastic Brain: Thinking in Music”
I feel like I would like to be somewhere else, doing something that matters. And, I'll admit here, while I sit here my mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather. "Whats the purpose?" It feels worthless, so unwanted, like I've lost all my value. I can't find it, not in the least bit, … Continue reading Sometimes, I think that I’m not any good at all
Edit 4: I've softened the language as much as I think I am able, and I've added a section on God's grace in my chapter on Sin. I believe it is fairly complete at this point. I hope you enjoy the latest draft of Stop Calling Me a "Christian"! Edit 3: My book is now … Continue reading A Work in Progress (Edit 5 – Kindle and Fourth Draft)
How long, O LORD? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
How long must I take counsel in my soul
and have sorrow in my heart all the day?
How long shall my enemy be exalted over me?
Consider and answer me, O LORD my God;
light up my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death,
lest my enemy say, ‘I have prevailed over him,’
lest my foes rejoice because I am shaken.
But I have trusted in your steadfast love;
my heart shall rejoice in your salvation.
I will sing to the LORD,
because he has dealt bountifully with me.
– Psalm 13
At times we may feel like God is far away from us. We may consider our position and decide that God has abandoned us. We may focus on our trials and have blinders on to the rest…
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Hello friends. I briefly wanted to point you to another blog I started that I'll be continuing now. It's a testing ground for my devotional in progress. EveryPassingHour.wordpress.com I hope you enjoy. I'll be posting more there soon. Peace, Love, and Understanding, friends. ❤️
An excellent wife who can find me is more precious than gold. Magnificent life left behind me; and more cautious than old. Not certain my lover will know me. How could she? Not my fault. Uncertainty (lovers have told me) is defined by "adult." An excellent wife who can find? Me. She's more precious than … Continue reading Who can find?
Be still, and know that I am dead. Be still, my soul. no words left to be said. What words? could be enough to say My heart, my mind; it's never enough. Today I died. i rose again. I Live In Him (thirdsday) while dead to sin. What words? have I words left to say? … Continue reading Be still
He lies, yeah. Yes. He lies. I lie too. someTimes He lies, yeah. She lies, too. Yes, she lies. Some times.
I'll be finishing my book and self-publishing it on Kindle by the end of the week. Hold me to this, friends. It's important that I take my own work seriously if I expect anyone else to do the same. Also, I'll be removing my free version from my blog as soon as it is up … Continue reading Quick Update