Friends, I am doing my best to reconnect with my blogging community after such a long time away. I will be writing a longer post about my "troubles," but I have decided to inform you about some of them in a brief post. I am currently homeless and jobless. Beginning in the middle of July … Continue reading Re-connection
And I'm good, good, good to go. I gotta get away...get away from all of my mistakes. So here I sit, looking at the traffic lights. The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites. I wanna run away; I wanna ditch my life, 'Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night. And, … Continue reading If my heart says I’m sorry, can we leave it at that?
When did it go wrong? I will never know. I have loved You all my life. How did it slow down? I go round and round Thinking about it all the time. "I gave you heaven on a platter, baby. I gave you everything you never gave me." I never lied, and I never faked … Continue reading Sometimes, I feel like I’m in the dark
Hello. It’s me. I was wondering if after all these years you’d like to meet To go over everything. They say that time’s supposed to heal ya, But I ain’t done much healing. Hello? Can you hear me? I’m in California dreaming about who we used to be When we were younger and free. I’ve … Continue reading It’s so typical of me to talk about myself
Before I post the lyrics and my thoughts on the song for today, please don't forget my friend Rob and his family! I want to make sure I can give them a decent gift before he moves to Colorado to be with his family. He's been missing them a ton, and I want to give … Continue reading Morning will come, and I’ll do what’s right
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed. When you get what you want, but not what you need. When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep. [You're] stuck in reverse. And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can’t replace. When you love someone, but it goes to waste, Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home, And ignite your bones. And I will try to fix you. And high up above or down below … Continue reading Lights will guide you Home
"Who do people say the Son of Man is?" - Jesus "Who do you say I am?" - also Jesus Then I fell down at his feet to worship him, but he said to me, “You must not do that! I am a fellow servant with you and your brothers who hold to the testimony of Jesus. Worship God.” For the testimony of Jesus is the … Continue reading Who do people think I am?
"A single thread in a tapestry, though its color brightly shine, can never see its purpose in the pattern of the Grand Design. "And the stone that sits on the very top of the mountains mighty face, Does it think its more important than the stones that form the base? "So how can you see … Continue reading “Look at your life through Heaven’s eyes.”
I was watching a TED talk of one of my mentors, Temple Grandin, and she gave me the best idea ever. "Now, I wanna emphasize that not every autistic kid's gonna be a visual thinker...The thing is, the visual thinker is just one kind of mind. You see, the autistic mind tends to be a specialist … Continue reading A New Project: “Aphantastic Brain: Thinking in Music”
I feel like I would like to be somewhere else, doing something that matters. And, I'll admit here, while I sit here my mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather. "Whats the purpose?" It feels worthless, so unwanted, like I've lost all my value. I can't find it, not in the least bit, … Continue reading Sometimes, I think that I’m not any good at all