And I'm good, good, good to go. I gotta get away...get away from all of my mistakes. So here I sit, looking at the traffic lights. The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites. I wanna run away; I wanna ditch my life, 'Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night. And, … Continue reading If my heart says I’m sorry, can we leave it at that?
I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific. And, you might think I'm losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics. 'Cause, I don't want you to know where I am. 'Cause, then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try … Continue reading You might think I’m losing my mind, but I will shy away from the specifics
I was watching a TED talk of one of my mentors, Temple Grandin, and she gave me the best idea ever. "Now, I wanna emphasize that not every autistic kid's gonna be a visual thinker...The thing is, the visual thinker is just one kind of mind. You see, the autistic mind tends to be a specialist … Continue reading A New Project: “Aphantastic Brain: Thinking in Music”
I feel like I would like to be somewhere else, doing something that matters. And, I'll admit here, while I sit here my mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather. "Whats the purpose?" It feels worthless, so unwanted, like I've lost all my value. I can't find it, not in the least bit, … Continue reading Sometimes, I think that I’m not any good at all
There was a time when I was scared of nothing. Nothing can touch you, if you don't look back. I walked away from every good thing that I had. By the time I met you, it was twelve past midnight. Told you, "I'd be the best you never had." You said "Are you serious?" I … Continue reading I never meant to be a fool